An Epoch.

38 minutes left before I wait another year for my next birthday. I swear, and I am not exaggerating, this is one of the greatest celebration I ever had.

Remember Freddy's gift which he snuck inside my plastic envelope? Well... It wasn't a book, instead it was a picture frame with a sweet letter + a couple of our pictures. (: He also left a hidden gift beneath my curtains-both of his gifts that made me cry upon opening and reading them. I could not ask for more.

I also had a simple dinner with my family plus DB's, my Groupmates, Arvin&Kacee and of course, Freddy at TGI Fridays. Thank you Freddy for helping me out with the reservations and thank you for telling them that it's my birthday. HA HA HA.



I've said it before and I'll say it again: THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME THE HAPPIEST.Ü

Oooh, exactly 49 minutes to go before my BORN DAY.

I can still remember vividly what happened to me last year. I wasn't feeling that it was my "special day", I felt like my knees are trembling, that I have the weight of the world upon my shoulders... Quite impossible right? But unfortunately, last year was probably the HARDEST HEARTBREAK I have ever experienced. That is why, I marked my 19th birthday as a NO NO, one of the unfortunate days of my life.

But look at me now. A LOT HAS CHANGED. Everything turned out to be... Better.

Ackkk! I am not excited, I am not excited, I am not excited. :D I know what to wish for before blowing my candles. If there is any. He he.

Okay, my title sucked. HA HA. Just for the knock of it. Too bad Paramore is becoming MAINSTREAM already. What a pity.

» DECODE
[ ] You can decide for yourself.
[ ] You have a lot of pride in you.
[ ] You are a good liar.
[X] People can`t decode your thoughts.
[X] You have a close friend that changed his/her attitude.
[X] You are good at keeping secrets.
Total: 3

» MISERY BUSINESS
[ ] You have a body like an hourglass.
[ ] You hate someone because he/she likes who you like.
[X] You smile a lot.
[X] You don`t like bragging.
[X] You think people will never change. (Ex. Once a liar, always a liar.)
[X] You have many dreams in life.
Total: 4

» CRUSHCRUSHCRUSH
[X] You`ve seen someone check you out.
[X] You hate liars.
[X] An evening alone with the person you like is enough to make you happy.
[ ] You write songs.
[X] You keep having dreams with your crush in it.
[X] You like rock n' roll.
Total: 5

» THAT`S WHAT YOU GET
[X] You hate being blamed at.
[X] You tend to drown out your sense.
[X] You like silly things.
[ ] It`s hard for you to learn new things.
[X] You like hurting people. (Even if it`s your way of joking around, that counts.)
[X] You like winning fights. (Verbal, physical, any type of fight.)
Total: 5

» PRESSURE
[ ] You always spend your time wisely.
[X] You are scared of failure.
[X] You get nervous easily.
[X] If you don`t understand something, you`ll give up on it.
[X] You like being alone once in a while.
[ ] You have had trouble sleeping.
Total: 4

» EMERGENCY
[X] You are a good listener.
[ ] You watch TV a lot.
[X] You feel guilty easily.
[ ] You cry a lot.
[X] You know what love is.
[X] You`ll hold on to the person you like forever.
Total: 4

Just got home from our review. Another LRT day for me and Freddy and good thing it was windy outside! Ha ha. Less sweat, siguro nag-sakto sa clothes ko today ang cold weather. Ha ha.

Something funny happened today. You see, my BFF in the whole wide universe called me up... to greet me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I was puzzled and so I told her, "16 PALANG KAYA NGAYON! But thank you." - HA HA HA. She then confirmed with her friends what today's date was, indeed APRIL 16 PA LANG NGAYON. We both ended up laughing but really, her greeting made me happy and LAUGH out LOUD. Thank you, Stephanie Lorenz, Palma-Gil. HA HA HA. KISS KISS, HUG!

I had a great conversation with Freddy as we were hanging out by the poolside. Too much topics to remember, but there wasn't a dull moment during our "hang-out". And as usual we ended up reminiscing our "glory days" and "past" which made us laugh about it. During our conversation, it made me realize that I am a candidate for having a BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER. I will explain it some other time in my future entries. It was cut short because I still have a previous engagement to attend to: Christine Paula Duran's graduation slash birthday celebration dinner! Yahooo! That is why my camera is fully charged, ready for some future point and shoots.

Before Freddy left, I noticed my clear envelope became heavier and thicker than usual. A curious cat like me immediately peeked through my envelope and to my surprise I saw a view of a BOOK in it! I guess someone sneaked in my birthday gift for tomorrow. I just couldn't stopped myself from flashing my contagious sheepish smile. He he. Boy am I excited to see what book it is. Thank you Freddy! (:

I wish I can stay and blab some more, but I have to go get ready for Tine's dinner later. I MIGHT blog again later, to fight my sleepiness if ideas will flow freely in my non existent brain. Toodles!

PS Happy 7th to us, Freddy! XO!

I miss reading. I haven't been flipping the pages of A Million Little Pieces 'coz I'm still caught up with some stuffs. My BFF (in the whole wide universe ha ha) told me that it is a must read and as a humble follower, I scouted for a copy right away. It has been... some shmna months since I bought it, now it's all covered with dust. NO KIDDING.

I still have a handful of books in queue and my eyes are burning with the desire to read. HA HA. Now don't go telling me to read my nursing books, because I WON'T. Well... Maybe I will. Ha ha. PA-ONTI ONTI. Gahd. Blame my credit card, it gives me the urge to splurge on bookSSS kahit na meron pa ako sa bahay. I even left my Second Helpings in L.A. kasi hindi na kasya sa luggage ko! HA HA. Now all I need is a book shelf, to display my collection. Yuck, feeling.

Good thing I got my reading "fetish" from my father's side of the family. Someday books, I will read you all. Someday.

Ack! Exactly 2 days to go before I bid farewell to my teen days. I still can't believe it, YOUNG ADULT na ako! :D I mean, honestly? A random stranger from the street will NEVER believe me if I tell them: "HOY! BENTE NA AKO!" Why? Just LOOK AT ME. As in LOOK VERY CLOSELY. Ha ha. Looks can be deceiving though. Even my own family can't believe their eyes na BENTE na ako. And looking at my fast growing niece, nephews and cousins, ayan. Mas sapul sa mukha ko na TUMATANDA na nga ako.

But I'm not ready to be 20, yet. I still have a lot to do before I say buh-bye to my teen days. RIGHT. Enough na nga of this nonsense. All I'm trying to say is that... I have a few birthday lists up in my sleeves and I am not sure if it is within reach. HA HA.

Finally a new lay-out for my UN-UPDATED so-called blog. HA HA. I've been writing more in my Mikournal than online for the sake of using Freddy's gift for me last Christmas.

Well, well, well. I would want to welcome MYSELF in the world of BUM-HOOD. Last March 26, was our graduation which by the way was really chaotic, all thanks to the poor system of our school, yet memorable at the same time. But nonetheless, 799 students graduated, including ME and my circle of friends, which marks the beginning of a new phase in our lives. What better way to celebrate these fruitful events with the comfort of my family, friends and FREDDY. (:

Now all we need to surpass is the upcoming board exams. Good luck to all of us, may the force be with US. HA HA HA.

Toodles!