Memories that will never fade.

Thursday, June 11, 2009 at 9:46 PM

L-R: Arvin, Tine, Elsa and Macky


L-R: Yours truly, Kalyx, Bullet, Monic and Wej


L-R: Qiel, Thea, Miko, Steph, Kalyx and Bullet

Howdy everyone! I just finished watching NBA and did some photo grabbing from Elsa's multiply before I blog about our vacation in Boracay.

Wait, wait for it... All I can say is it was such a blast! It was my 2nd time to visit the island, but my 1st time to be with Mikong and friends. Our anticipation wore off, the trip was so much more than we thought it would be. This trip was dedicated to Bullet, who pretty soon will move to New York (SOB SOB) it was also a celebration for us, friends, graduating and taking our NLE (which we are all praying for...). Dud was there to accompany me to and from, he was present during meals, but other than that he gave me some space to hang with my friends. :) Bullet's sister (and their boyfriends) were present as well.

Our stay was enjoyed to the highest extent. From everyday activities to happy hour/night drinking and laughing all night. I am indeed lucky to have met these guys. This vacation is only the start of our many escapades to come. But for now, I will surely remember this trip. I love you guys!!!

Almost...

Sunday, June 7, 2009 at 6:51 PM
My luggage is packed! I swear I am NOT excited. I am NOT excited. Unlike Mikong and Qiel who are hitting the gym at this very moment... Ha ha. Okay, name dropping. So what? Its quite sunny today and hopefully madala siya sa Island. Don't you agree, guys?

It is time to relax, unwind, drink, laugh and have fun. I shall see you everyone. Kiss and hug!

Moving On.

at 9:30 AM
At last, our 3 months worth of review is finally over and thus, examinations came. As I entered the hallway of my assigned building and classroom I kept on thinking that this too, shall pass. I had given my best, critically thinking and rationalizing wise and all I [we] can do now is HOPE and PRAY. :)

As my Dud would say, "Tapos na Baby, there's no point dwelling on it. Move on... Bukas Boracay na ha?" - HA HA. Okay, so the last sentence was edited, but truth aside, my boyfriend and friends are going to Boracay tomorrow. Kahit umuulan... HA HA. Geez. Hopefully it wont BAGYO by the time we get there. I've done my packing and it makes me laugh 'coz halata na excited ako. Who wouldn't be? It is a well deserved vacation for us and good thing I am able to go (despite having a chauffeur) OKAY LANG!!! :)

See you tomorrow guys!

PS Painted my nails black. Gaya gaya si Mother. Ha ha. Another PS I will be able to use my new Ray Ban specs. Thanks Mum!

First Part.

Saturday, June 6, 2009 at 2:17 AM
Okay, so I just gor home from UST, finished my 3 exams and now I am hoping for a GOOD RESULT.

I was not able to go online last night because of my 21% anxious level HA HA HA. I decided to study with Nica, who was stranded in our place due to "walang masakyan" at "walang magsusundo" situations.

Moving on, today was our 1st day of NLE. I was able to sleep well (6 hours of sleep was enough, thank you very much) brewed myself a cup of coffee, toasted some left over pizza, brought a bar of chocolate, and went to take a shower and fix myself up. I wasn't feeling giddy or nervous at all, probably it was due to Dud's PEP TALK on our way to UST. Upon entering my designated building, I felt like I was taking my UST entrance exams all over again. Imagine being assigned to Faculty of Engineering where I DID take my entrance exam, 4 years ago. Ang NOSTALGIC ng feeling, ika-nga. To my surprise, my room assignment was full of TECSON examinees as well! I never thought my Dud's surname was THAT famous. Ha ha. Ang buong akala ko kasi sa Cebu siya nag originate. But no! They were from Bulacan and Ilocos. One Tecson woman approached me with a smile on her face saying, "LAHAT NG TECSON, PAPASA." - Siyempre ako naman, GO NA GO NA GO LANG! Ha ha ha. Hopeful at the same time, I am striving for it.

I want to say thank you for my intact memory, for remembering the things that I needed to remember. As what I've said, 2 exams to go at maaalisan na kaming lahat ng isang GIGANTIC na tinik! If I were to evaluate today's exams... I'd rather not. Never count the chickens until the eggs are hatched. But all I can say is... I am doing everything that I can in giving my best.

Good luck to everyone!

Just Relax.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009 at 10:53 PM
Hello! Today was meant for us, reviewers to rest. But unfortunately rest MEANS study. Ha ha. Talk about resting huh. In exactly 2 days, we will taking a test that will be added to the book of our lives. As I said in my entry last night, we all have our selfish reasons why we want to pass, but as June 6 and 7 comes, we will have to do our best, to make that goal within reach.

I am not an ace student nor am I a flunking one. I consider myself as an average one. Not TOO high, just the achieving the right set of grades to help me make it through. I study whenever it is needed and with my luck and prayers (and hard work SIGE NA NGA!) I am able to make it through. As I sit here in front of my laptop with my reviewers cluttered in front me, with a ribbon tied around my forehead, a bottle of water to hydrate me and a classical music heard in my background, I have started my "study marathon". It's funny coz honestly, I am NOT used to this kind of studying. I am trying my very best not to stress myself kasi it will not do me any good. :) Chain messages are ALWAYS sent in my phone for GUIDANCE or GOOD LUCK, whatever you may call it. Most people pass it on, but others, like me, don't. I tell you, mas nakakapraning lang kaya pag pumansin ka ng mga ganon na bagay. Ha ha ha. Moving on, I have a short attention span when it comes to studying, probably because I haven't done "this" in a long time. :D I am in constant need of taking numerous breaks just to keep me sane. HA HA. And hopefully as I sleep for two more nights, I will be able to maintain each and every learning (tiny or big in detail) in my [non-existent] brain and just do my very best for this... :)

May God be with us all, God speed!

Preparation.

at 7:18 AM
And I'm back!

I've been wanting to blog but due to my "in-demand" schedule ha ha, I guess I may have slacked off a bit.

3 more days and I'll be facing probably one of the challenging obstacle in my life... I have been doing what I can to prepare myself and I just hope that everything will turn out well in the end. Not just for me, but for my boy friend and friends too.

In my personal reason, I do NEED to pass that exam. For it will be my golden ticket to do whatever it is I want for myself next. Which is finding what my real passion in life is. I use to envy those people that are gifted. No matter how big their talent is or how small, the point is, they have something that no one else has, their "talent". Everything is changing as we grow old and now that I AM old (20 years of age, thank you very much), I am still CLUELESS on what I should do with my life.

I have one more option, one more chance to find what my passion is. And that is why I need to do good this June 6 and 7, 2009.

With everything that has been said, I really need the wisdom, guidance, confidence and prayers.

:)

A pathetic cycle.

Monday, May 25, 2009 at 5:47 AM
For tonight I am bound to write 2 entries, both that are written FIRST in my journal before blogging it here directly.

People can be so cruel, judgmental and nosy at times. They tend to let their tongues loose like a machine gun and begins to fire away even without them noticing that they are disturbing or hurting other people. They can also be manipulative. A simple thing can become sooo complex which results to misunderstanding and miscommunication.

People are gullible and deceitful at the same time. It is human nature to save themselves first before others. They will step on others just to reach their goals or just to prove their point. Or JUST to make themselves look better. Pathetic, right?

I should be the one to know because I've been there. As a victim and as a suspect. PERIOD. We can never say that we are mature enough to make the right decisions or to trust our gut feelings. We are always struggling, trying to find the answers to questions that has no answers to begin with. There is a part of us that will always be young no matter how hard we try to mature ourselves up. We are fooled by others, without us even noticing, we are also fooled by ourselves. We try to justify our actions so as to save our ass off. But the truth is... We are ALL the same. We lie. We cheat. We steal (not in a exaggerated way, of course.) and it is a shame because as much as we want to defend ourselves, it only sums up to this: People ARE cruel, judgmental, and nosy MOST of the time.

A sad little cycle in the human race.