An Epoch.

I have been out for quite some time now because of the numerous I had to watch over the past few days. I am currently watching How I Met Your Mother and America's Best Dance Crew and are enjoying both shows equally.

But anyway, I have 3 topics to choose from on what I should write, Pachelbel in the background is helping me out in some way. So here goes.

I was cleaning my disastrous room when I came across with some few sentimental stuffs that instantly reminded why it was sentimental at the first place. I could not exactly explain what it was, but somehow I was glad that I was able to find that certain "stuff" by random. This stuff I am referring to was a notebook, a notebook filled with my "glory day" messages. I'm sure all of you wouldn't understand what it was and I am not expecting you to. The funny thing is, being able to reminisce, it didn't brought me to tears as it normally used to. But instead it made me smile, it made me cherish my memories even more, it made me thankful for having an intact memory, being able to reminisce whenever, wherever, and however I want to. It has been 5 years since that notebook got updated but I doubt that it will be updated EVER again. Ironic right? It's like I want it to get updated, but at the same I don't want to. Ha ha. As a good friend-slash-batch mate of mine said, this "invisible tension" should not be entertained.

So for the sake of keeping it inside my memory box, I decided to let this out for my sake. Ha ha. Everything is not yet certain right? But still, I am willing to give it my best, to do everything I can... For this.

Phew. I guess that would be all. Arrivederci, amici! Baci ed abbracci!

Today is Trizia Lim's birthday. :)

I just want to share a little something about her: We were not "that" close, I don't exactly remember when we started talking BUT one memory that will forever remain in my mind was when she wrote a letter in my notebook, which made me know her "more", wherein I was deeply touched.

Aww, yes, Ish, a person like YOU, deserves to beee haaaaaappy! :) Hopefully, one of these days, we'll bump into each other. Until then, HAPPY BIRTHDAAAY ISH-KISH!!! :)

BWISET YUNG MAMANG TUMULAK SAKIN PASAKAY NG LRT! NAHAWAKAN PA NIYA TULOY LIKOD KO! PWEDE NAMAN MAGHINTAY NG TURN SA PAG SAKAY DIBA?!

ISA PA... NAKAKAINIS TALAGA ANG ISANG BUILDING KAPAG WALANG DECENT BATHROOM. KAYA NGA TINAWAG NA BATHROOM E, ISA ITO SA PINAKA MALINIS DAPAT!

I swear, I wish I can have my own handy capsule with a BATHROOM inside. ACK!

As you all know, I am currently attending my review class at SM Manila, wherein UNBELIEVABLE PEOPLE that lacks good manners exist.

Bullet, Kalyx, Elsa, Freddy and I decided to eat at the food court, siyempre, as expected, madaming tao kasi lunch break. I was scouting for some free tables for us to sit in. A total count of 2 tables ang nakita ko: 1st attempt, INILAGAY NA NGA NI FREDDY ANG BAG NIYA SA CHAIR, PERO MERON PA DIN MIDDLE AGED MAN NA AGAD AGAD UMUPO SA TABLE NA UNA KONG NAKUHA. As an end result, umalis na lang kami. 2nd attempt: a free table, UUPO NA LANG AKO, BIGLA MAY PUSANG INAMOY NA DALAWANG BABAE NA SAKSAKAN NG PANGIT AT BASTOS NA UMUPO SA TABLE KO. GRABE TALAGA!!! Ang isang NORMAL na tao na may pinag aralan, magkakaron ng hiya para mang agaw ng upuan o di kaya mag tatanong man lang kung uupo ba ako sa table o hindi. Diba? Tae sila! Ayan, nasabihan ko tuloy sila na "WALANG HIYA NA MGA TAO." HAHAHA. Titingin pa sila, e totoo naman. BWISET!

Sa mga panahon na ito, ninanais ko talaga magkaron ng social separation from those "kind" of people, to my "kind" of people. Sorry ang sama ng dating, pero nakakainis talaga e. In general, nakakainis ang mga tao na walang breeding!!!

HA HA. Ayan, hate post tuloy nangyari. I might post something lesser evil later. For now, I am off to my marathon once again.

Arrivederci, amici!

At long last I get to visit my Ortho at MDH yesterday for my FRIGGIN' SACRAL PAIN!

Funny, I'm not used to visiting hospitals anymore. Maybe because after spending 3 years in duty at a hospital, you'll get sick of it eventually. HA HA. Or in layman's term: NATATAKOT LANG AKO. You see, I have a nagging sacral pain for almost 5 days now, my 1st doctor prescribed me a Mefenamic Acid, which BTW, DID NOT WORK. I also have one medicine, but heck it's for OLD PEOPLE!!! HAHA. No way am I gonna drink that one. NO SIR!

So yesterday, I was waiting for this day to arrive. My doctor, dr. I. Examined me and as I was telling him my history, eh naiiyak na ako. Just remembering the excruciating pain I experienced on my birthday... UNBEARABLE. I was literally crying while we were having our review. Tch. So the usual physical examination was done and ah, X-ray was ordered. I've yet to get my results tomorrow, but as doctor I. examined my film, he didn't see anything wrong with my spine and sacral area. He then suspected the pain I'm experiencing may have something to do with one of my discs... Harhar. OR OR OR, he even mentioned that I may have a SPINA BIFIDA. ECKHHH! Which means that my tail bone did not ENTIRELY connect with my sacral bone. Or wherever it is supposed to connect. Ha ha ha. Knowing the kind of person I am, I wasn't bothered at all. Naks... TAPANG EFFECT. Ha ha. But anyway, he prescribed me new meds which helped me sleep last night and I am scheduled for MRI soon.

Hopefully it isn't serious. Please, please, please. I am siiiick of lying all day, everyday! HA HA. All I'm saying is, I never want to develop this fear of sitting down because of the pain it will cause me. Ack.

Today, is back to review day. SANA LANG HINDI SUMPUNGING ANG LIKOD KO SA BUONG 5 HOURS NG REVIEW NAMIN. UTANG NA LOOB GUSTO KO MATUTO!!! HAHAHA!

Toodles! :)

Shuuucks namaaan! I haven't started reading my nursing books yet!!! Puro na lang ako internet and marathon ng series! HA HA. Hindi na ako sanay mag basa at paganahin ang utak ko. Eff. I NEED to read ASAP. This week, I SHOULD start. There is no other option, Tepang. JUST READ. Ha ha.

Tick tock. I've developed a peculiar obsession with chocolates, particularly Kit-Kat. I remember when I was in my senior HS, I would buy 2 bars of Kit-Kat white just to solve my craving for it. Now its back and I'm muching on 'em like craaazy which is bad... This would only 'cause me... Pimples. As if I need any more of them. Ha ha.

My inability to eat pastries is catching up on me as a result of my obsession for chocolates. Really now, the ONLY cake I can eat is Blueberry Cheesecake. The rest, down the trash can. So you see, hindi naman ako maarte kumain. In fact, I consider myself as hindi pihikan. I can and WILL eat anything. Basta ba walang itlog na halo. Oo, allergic ako sa itlog mo. Este, sa itlog, in general. Forgive my entry, as I was craving for some chocolates right about. NOW.

Toodles!

I've been meaning to let this out of my system and here it goes.

Its funny how a 5 years worth of friendship could ever go down the drain. I cannot register into my mind how it happened. Not so long ago, during my 18th birthday, everything was perfect. The words that has been said, were like music to my ears, it made me happy and hopeful. But as day went by, it then hit me... It was nothing but a big fat lie. Balony. Nonsense. Nothing. And even if I try my hardest to think what happened along the way, I know I won't find anything. Just like what we are now,.. NOTHING.

Crossing paths with them one of these days would really be awkward. I cannot imagine how it would turn out. Blah blah blah. Friendship... VOIDED.

First of all, I want to greet Stephanie Lorenz, a happy birthday! I hope she had a good one today!!! (: I love you!

I just had my late dinner, courtesy of my Mum and Subway. YUM YUM! I will now keep in mind that whenever I am craving for some MCDO burger, I'll munch on Subway instead. Bigger servings, healthier na, it has my favorite Red Iced Tea Lipton drink pa. SOLB! :P~

Tick tock tick tock. I can't wait 'til Monday comes so I could get this thing with my back looked at or diagnosed at already. Honestly? IT IS KILLING MEEE!!! Every itsy move I make, it gets me. Really now, get this thing over already! HAHAHA! - I am now losing my mind.

I want to have a How I Met Your Mother Marathon... Eff!

I'm back!!! Since I am on HOUSE ARREST today, I was able to watch numerous episodes of anime. YEP, you heard it right... I was watching anime while lying flat for almost 5 hours now. Friggin' sacral pain won't go away and it only gets worse every time I move! Ackkk! Thanks for this, I'm back wearing my binder again. FREAK IN THE HOUSE! HA HA HA.

Due to my boredom, I made an effort to dig up my old posts from my old blog. Looking back, I was giggling at my way of writing and expressing things. NENE na NENE ang dating e. My posts varied from family, friends, love, school and... Shmna. I found a few entries that made me remember of SOMEONE who was VERY VERY VERY DEAR to me. Those we're MY glory days, if I may say. Kind of ridiculous, don't you think? I just have this nagging habit to reminisce every once in a while. That is why they call me a HOPELESS SENTIMENTAL. Pishhh! But moving on, it's all memories. A lifetime of memories that I will never forget.

I'm on house arrest today. EFFIN' BACK PAIN.

I'll be having my x-ray this Monday, HOPEFULLY it's something minor. But heck, what an unbearable pain! HEEEEELP!

38 minutes left before I wait another year for my next birthday. I swear, and I am not exaggerating, this is one of the greatest celebration I ever had.

Remember Freddy's gift which he snuck inside my plastic envelope? Well... It wasn't a book, instead it was a picture frame with a sweet letter + a couple of our pictures. (: He also left a hidden gift beneath my curtains-both of his gifts that made me cry upon opening and reading them. I could not ask for more.

I also had a simple dinner with my family plus DB's, my Groupmates, Arvin&Kacee and of course, Freddy at TGI Fridays. Thank you Freddy for helping me out with the reservations and thank you for telling them that it's my birthday. HA HA HA.



I've said it before and I'll say it again: THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME THE HAPPIEST.Ü

Oooh, exactly 49 minutes to go before my BORN DAY.

I can still remember vividly what happened to me last year. I wasn't feeling that it was my "special day", I felt like my knees are trembling, that I have the weight of the world upon my shoulders... Quite impossible right? But unfortunately, last year was probably the HARDEST HEARTBREAK I have ever experienced. That is why, I marked my 19th birthday as a NO NO, one of the unfortunate days of my life.

But look at me now. A LOT HAS CHANGED. Everything turned out to be... Better.

Ackkk! I am not excited, I am not excited, I am not excited. :D I know what to wish for before blowing my candles. If there is any. He he.

Okay, my title sucked. HA HA. Just for the knock of it. Too bad Paramore is becoming MAINSTREAM already. What a pity.

» DECODE
[ ] You can decide for yourself.
[ ] You have a lot of pride in you.
[ ] You are a good liar.
[X] People can`t decode your thoughts.
[X] You have a close friend that changed his/her attitude.
[X] You are good at keeping secrets.
Total: 3

» MISERY BUSINESS
[ ] You have a body like an hourglass.
[ ] You hate someone because he/she likes who you like.
[X] You smile a lot.
[X] You don`t like bragging.
[X] You think people will never change. (Ex. Once a liar, always a liar.)
[X] You have many dreams in life.
Total: 4

» CRUSHCRUSHCRUSH
[X] You`ve seen someone check you out.
[X] You hate liars.
[X] An evening alone with the person you like is enough to make you happy.
[ ] You write songs.
[X] You keep having dreams with your crush in it.
[X] You like rock n' roll.
Total: 5

» THAT`S WHAT YOU GET
[X] You hate being blamed at.
[X] You tend to drown out your sense.
[X] You like silly things.
[ ] It`s hard for you to learn new things.
[X] You like hurting people. (Even if it`s your way of joking around, that counts.)
[X] You like winning fights. (Verbal, physical, any type of fight.)
Total: 5

» PRESSURE
[ ] You always spend your time wisely.
[X] You are scared of failure.
[X] You get nervous easily.
[X] If you don`t understand something, you`ll give up on it.
[X] You like being alone once in a while.
[ ] You have had trouble sleeping.
Total: 4

» EMERGENCY
[X] You are a good listener.
[ ] You watch TV a lot.
[X] You feel guilty easily.
[ ] You cry a lot.
[X] You know what love is.
[X] You`ll hold on to the person you like forever.
Total: 4

Just got home from our review. Another LRT day for me and Freddy and good thing it was windy outside! Ha ha. Less sweat, siguro nag-sakto sa clothes ko today ang cold weather. Ha ha.

Something funny happened today. You see, my BFF in the whole wide universe called me up... to greet me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I was puzzled and so I told her, "16 PALANG KAYA NGAYON! But thank you." - HA HA HA. She then confirmed with her friends what today's date was, indeed APRIL 16 PA LANG NGAYON. We both ended up laughing but really, her greeting made me happy and LAUGH out LOUD. Thank you, Stephanie Lorenz, Palma-Gil. HA HA HA. KISS KISS, HUG!

I had a great conversation with Freddy as we were hanging out by the poolside. Too much topics to remember, but there wasn't a dull moment during our "hang-out". And as usual we ended up reminiscing our "glory days" and "past" which made us laugh about it. During our conversation, it made me realize that I am a candidate for having a BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER. I will explain it some other time in my future entries. It was cut short because I still have a previous engagement to attend to: Christine Paula Duran's graduation slash birthday celebration dinner! Yahooo! That is why my camera is fully charged, ready for some future point and shoots.

Before Freddy left, I noticed my clear envelope became heavier and thicker than usual. A curious cat like me immediately peeked through my envelope and to my surprise I saw a view of a BOOK in it! I guess someone sneaked in my birthday gift for tomorrow. I just couldn't stopped myself from flashing my contagious sheepish smile. He he. Boy am I excited to see what book it is. Thank you Freddy! (:

I wish I can stay and blab some more, but I have to go get ready for Tine's dinner later. I MIGHT blog again later, to fight my sleepiness if ideas will flow freely in my non existent brain. Toodles!

PS Happy 7th to us, Freddy! XO!

I miss reading. I haven't been flipping the pages of A Million Little Pieces 'coz I'm still caught up with some stuffs. My BFF (in the whole wide universe ha ha) told me that it is a must read and as a humble follower, I scouted for a copy right away. It has been... some shmna months since I bought it, now it's all covered with dust. NO KIDDING.

I still have a handful of books in queue and my eyes are burning with the desire to read. HA HA. Now don't go telling me to read my nursing books, because I WON'T. Well... Maybe I will. Ha ha. PA-ONTI ONTI. Gahd. Blame my credit card, it gives me the urge to splurge on bookSSS kahit na meron pa ako sa bahay. I even left my Second Helpings in L.A. kasi hindi na kasya sa luggage ko! HA HA. Now all I need is a book shelf, to display my collection. Yuck, feeling.

Good thing I got my reading "fetish" from my father's side of the family. Someday books, I will read you all. Someday.

Ack! Exactly 2 days to go before I bid farewell to my teen days. I still can't believe it, YOUNG ADULT na ako! :D I mean, honestly? A random stranger from the street will NEVER believe me if I tell them: "HOY! BENTE NA AKO!" Why? Just LOOK AT ME. As in LOOK VERY CLOSELY. Ha ha. Looks can be deceiving though. Even my own family can't believe their eyes na BENTE na ako. And looking at my fast growing niece, nephews and cousins, ayan. Mas sapul sa mukha ko na TUMATANDA na nga ako.

But I'm not ready to be 20, yet. I still have a lot to do before I say buh-bye to my teen days. RIGHT. Enough na nga of this nonsense. All I'm trying to say is that... I have a few birthday lists up in my sleeves and I am not sure if it is within reach. HA HA.

Finally a new lay-out for my UN-UPDATED so-called blog. HA HA. I've been writing more in my Mikournal than online for the sake of using Freddy's gift for me last Christmas.

Well, well, well. I would want to welcome MYSELF in the world of BUM-HOOD. Last March 26, was our graduation which by the way was really chaotic, all thanks to the poor system of our school, yet memorable at the same time. But nonetheless, 799 students graduated, including ME and my circle of friends, which marks the beginning of a new phase in our lives. What better way to celebrate these fruitful events with the comfort of my family, friends and FREDDY. (:

Now all we need to surpass is the upcoming board exams. Good luck to all of us, may the force be with US. HA HA HA.

Toodles!